The pain and the payoff
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ALBUQUERQUE â Producers tend to be worried, and today a producer is worried about this story.
âYouâre not going to write about the flies, are you?â
It is August in Albuquerque, filming home to that other critically acclaimed AMC series, âBreaking Bad,â which begins its second season today. And inside Stage 5 of this film studio -- on an otherwise seamless day of shooting -- there is the constant annoyance of the fly.
Theyâve gotten into the building somehow, buzzing by ears, landing on heads, flying through scenes and even messing with the audio when burning up into a light fixture, the faint crackle picked up by the microphones.
Between scenes, a hairstylist wearing out the soles of her Chuck Taylor sneakers says, âIâve never put bug spray in someoneâs hair before.â Sheâs been spraying Anna Gunn, who plays wife to Bryan Cranstonâs Walter White, whoâs gone from chemistry teacher to drug dealer to secure his familyâs financial future. Walter has been given two years to live because of terminal lung cancer, which was âBreaking Badâsâ starting point (and why Walter is bald this season). This isnât a Hollywood set, but things look much the same: lots of cargo shorts, tired eyes, tool belts, walkie-talkies, fanny packs. The craft-service table is hugely popular. There is coffee on the breath.
And then there is Cranston -- a little taller than most everyone else, skinnier, balder. Heâs lost 17 pounds for this role, and he begins his day with coffee at 6:30 a.m., followed by a four-mile jog to help keep the weight off. Then he slips into a makeup chair, where a woman takes his âvery Irish, red freckly faceâ and covers it in a dull beige while coloring in the lines of his face, accentuating the wrinkles. His âimpotentâ mustache is thinned and dyed.
âAnd this is what we have left,â he says, pointing to his face. âAnd what we have left is, âWhy bother?â He hasnât felt emotion in about 25 years. When I look at myself in the mirror, it doesnât take long to get into character. Itâs like, âYou poor son of a gun.â â
The unflattering physical traits, by the way, were completely Cranstonâs idea. He wanted to blend into walls. Off screen, you might say, thatâs the opposite of both Cranston and the series. On this particular summer day, he is an Emmy nominee for lead actor, and âBadâ has become a fly of sorts on the TV landscape: buzzing around, heard by many, unseen by most. Itâs an intruder of sorts with perhaps a short life span, but while here, it will make some noise and take its bites.
âI would love to win,â Cranston admits during a break, âespecially because [the Emmys] are voted on by your peers, and the role is so extraordinary. But I have made a very good living as an actor and only as an actor my entire adult life, and I think that in itself is the biggest gift Iâve ever gotten. The industry, the world, owes me nothing.â
The following month, though, Cranston is the stunner of Emmy Awards night, taking gold over names like James Spader of âBoston Legalâ and Jon Hamm of AMCâs more talked-about (and awarded) series, âMad Men.â It will be Cranstonâs first win in four trips to the ball.
âOur cast and crew, fantastic in New Mexico, watching tonight -- love you guys,â Cranston will say on TV, clutching the statuette. âWeâll adorn it with red and green chiles later.â
But that will be then, and this is now: Cranston is summoned back to the stage. On the way, his bald head bumps a plastic bag filled with water, hanging from a light fixture.
âWhat is that?â Cranston asks of the clear balloon.
âTo keep the flies away,â someone says.
âHow does that work?â
âThey see their reflection in the bag and are scared by what looks like a huge fly.â
A fly then settles right onto the bag, staying there.
âThis fly is really vain,â Cranston says, before imitating the bug -- and maybe, in a weird way, his TV charac- ter too. â âI may be dead in two days, but, damn, I look good.â â
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